finally, november is over, and with it my november blues. i'm LIVING again. amd i have sex, again. this thing happens to me every fall. this year, it was harder as usual. but now, it's over.
i had a pretty nice week end. friday night, i did not want to go out. i just wanted to stay home, watch a little tv. AND - i wanted to fuck. so i phoned l. l. is a good friend of mine, we know each other since years. l. has a girl friend who is really nice, i like her very much. and i like l. very much as a friend, and nothing more.
about two years ago on a particular occasion it has happened that we finished up fucking - we were both drunk, we were both horny, and we were in his car. it was as one of those teen age fucks, on a dark parking lot, it was cold, but we both were so fucking horny.
after that had happened, something in our friendship has changed. we are very good friends, but from time to time, we fuck occasionally. from my side, there are no strings attached. and i know that l. needs me as a fulfillment of his sexual desires. he really loves his girl friend, but he would never be able to convince her to watch together a porn movie, just to quote one of the things l. and i have done together.
he is my perfect match when i just want to have a nice relaxing night with a satisfying fuck. as always, he told his gf he was with his friend m. (who knows about this, and who is covering him up in these occasions). it's strange, i really do not have any bad conscience about this - guess it's mainly HIS problem, not mine, but we don't talk about this.
when he rang my door bell, i was already ready for him: i had taken a bath, and i was only on my white bathrobe (which i left hanging open) when i opened the door. he smiled, came in, his hands went in the bathrobe on my sides, and he kissed me. not the "friend-to-friend-kiss", but a deep french kiss. in the end, at least when he saw me in the bathrobe he knew why i had phoned him. well i think he ALWAYS knows...
i pinned him to the wall in my entrance and placed one hand in between his legs: he was rock hard. i opened his jeans right there, still in my entrance. he has one of the nicest cocks i've ever seen. he is not an incredible monster, but still bigger than the average. but the nicest thing is that his dick is so - straight. there is no curve. there is no vein. just a beautiful, stiff, straight piece of meat. it's a pity that i did not know l. when i was with susanna (who had a physical repulsion for the male sex organ) - i am sure l.'s cock would have pleased even her.
i sucked him in my entrance hall, gave him first lang licks over the insides of his thighs, his balls and his shaft, for then wrapping very slowly (and with a lot of warm breath) my lips over his cock head, letting him do the necessary movements. he likes it very much feeling my tight and wet mouth wrapped around his cock and taking my head in his hands for then starting to fuck slowly my face. i am able to let him slide deeper in my throat than other men. with others, i always have this big fear of choking. maybe the difference is the trust i have in l. i just enjoy it much more feeling his cock deep down my throat, it really turns me on.
so i deep throated him, playing with myself. then he lifted me and said, "let's go to your bed..." i had prepared some porn movie in the dvd, but there was not even the time to push it on for having some additional stimulation. but it was not needed, anyhow. he threw me on the bed and told me to wait on my fours. he knows i like being commanded like a street whore. so i waited totally naked on my bed, my face pushed in a cushion, my ass stretched up, my legs a little spread. and (obviously) one hand under me to play with my clit. waiting until he undressed. then he was behind me, i felt his hard cock slapping against my hand. i grabbed it and guided it right to my wet cunt. while he entered me, i pressed with my flat hand against his entering cock, he liked that very much. he liked it that much that he went back, nearly out again, asking me to do it again, and we both moaned when he pushed himself in me again. when he started to fuck me, i felt his balls slapping against my ass cheeks.
he gave me a very nice orgasm - not one of these screaming one, but a deep orgasm, coming and going in waves. he did not cum. we smoked a cigarette, then i pushed the dvd on. on my big tv screen, he saw a group orgy. a lot of women and men. men fucking women, women sucking cunts, men sucking cocks while fucking cunts. a wild bi orgy. it's an amateur film, no silicone tits, no false screams. just real people, someone a little too fat, someone with tits a little too soft. real people having real fun. i saw how l.'s dick was raising again, and i started to talk with him about the movie - he likes dirty talk just like me (he adds: "i like it when such dirty words come out of such a sweet mouth like yours."). so i said things like,
"do you like what you see, hm, l.? yeah, i see that your cock is getting hard again... turns you on to see that bitch being taken by three guys... look how deep he pushes his cock in her ass... and the other guy who grabs for the balls of the first one... hmmmm and those two girls there... look how she's opening her cunt for her... with both hands... come on, show me a bit how you treat yourself, l..."
he had started to rub slowly his dick. oh, i nearly forgot: he is one of the few men who shaves. it is very nice to see, there is no hair at all on his balls or over his cock. he was hard again very quickly. when he saw a cock changing constantly between a tight asshole and a waiting open hanging mouth, he said,
"uhhh, come on, claudia, and suck me again..."
he was sitting in my bed, his spine leaning against the wall, and i lowered myself again over his cock. he likes it very much when i slide with my hair over his belly and his dick before giving him a blow job. he enjoyed it very much. this time, i gave him no chance. i stimulated his cock with my tongue while letting him again slide deep in me. with one hand, i went under his ass and probed around his ass hole.
i made him cum in my mouth. he is one of the few men i allow to do so. and i really enjoy it. i enjoy the feel of the cock starting to pulsate. i enjoy the feel of him trying to get out of my mouth, i enjoy to show him that i want him to stay, and i enjoy how he then relaxes, and how he cums with a load groan. he has a lot of cum. i like the feel of this sticky slimy stuff shooting against the back of my throat. and i like the taste (at least, l.'s taste). but the thing i like most is to be the perfect slut, to withdraw from him, to sit up, and to let some of his cum ooze out of my mouth, letting it run over my chin, my throat and dribble down off me. i see it in the looks of men who have seen me like that: that's their massive turn on, and they will wank hundred's of times with my cum covered face in their imagination. l. has told me that for him, that picture in the head sometimes is sexier than having sex.
later on friday night, we had one other good fuck (this time, he was on his back, and i was sitting on top - i like that very much, especially with a partner like l. he has this look, full of arousal, of desire, while he fondles my tits and while i ride back and forth on his cock). at 2 am he went home. i know from him that often on these occasions, he still has one more shot for his gf. he told me that it was something he had in his head, he just HAD to make love to her too, maybe for feeling a little less shabby. again: HIS problem, not mine...
saturday evening, i went out with my friend m. m. is bi, just as me, and we have had some pretty wonderful nights together. since some months though, we have not had anything together anymore - no real reason for that, our friendship is still okay, but somehow the desire for the other has become less. m. is smaller than me. she is really skinny, with long curly hair. we went to a club known in my town for it's bi guests, both men and women. i'm not going there for finding a sex partner, but mostly, because it's a nice place. clean. nice people. very good music (a female dj who is just... oh!). we got to know this guy. he was very young - he told us he was in the last year of high school which means 17 or 18 years old. m. and i played around a bit with him - we noticed how he was getting turned on when i threw my arms around m.'s waist, or when she leaned back to give me a small kiss. later in the night, we talked with him, and i found out that he had gone to the club because he had some gay feelings.
but i saw from his eyes that he also was highly attracted by m. and me. m. and i decided to have a little fun with f. we went to m.'s place (she is living together with another girl who was away for the weekend). when we arrived at m.'s appartment, m. and i started to kiss, always with open eyes, always looking what f. was doing. when we started to open each other's blouse, f. did not know what to do. he was just sitting there, rubbing hiddenly over his jeans.
i like m.'s tits - although she is so skinny, her tits are fuller than mine. her nipples are dark brown, and they get very pointy when she is turned on. f. tried to touch us, but we told him to leave us alone. haha! the poor guy was just sitting there. he just did not know what to do, while we started to really get into it, always observing him from the corners of our eyes.
then, at a certain point (we were only in our panties while f. still was fully dressed) we decided that it was time to let him participate. we cuddeled close to him and started to give him little kisses and licks, first m., then me. my hands united with m.'s while we opened his pants.
unfortunately, he was a big failure. i had not even TOUCHED his cock when i felt his hot cum spurting against the palm of my hand. he was so turned on by the only IDEA of being together with two women that he immediately came when he was close to put his erotic fantasy into practise.
we pushed him to the side, and then m. and i did not care about him anymore for some time. m. and i 69ed side by side, i like that very much, it is highly erotic. m. has very long finger nails, and she slightly scratched with them over my ass while she pushed her tongue against my clit. i rubbed my tits against her warm belly while sliding with my nose through her very wet slit. we nearly came at the same time.
more from a sense of "duty", after that, we let it happen that f. fucked m. while i sat on her face, kissing him. this was sending him over the top, but for us, this was just part of the game, nothing more. the night could have offered more, but he simply had not been the right partner. we would have needed someone a little more experienced.
anyhow: as you can see, i'm back in life... i will go on to translate the older story as soon as i can, but i just wanted to let you know that i'm having a sex life again.
