back in the game

i'm back from holidays, and i can tell you: i'm back in the game. it took me some days of "preparation" and a real nice new year's eve party at duesseldorf to sense what i REALLY want in my life: a good hard fuck while i suck a beautiful girl's juicy cunt. there are moments in my life when i think, i cannot be so transfixed on this, i should not be so dependent on sex. but then (THANK GOD!!!) it happens again. and i just feel so... so... FULFILLED... so SATISFIED. i just love to roll myself in sticky cum, i just love the smell of sex, i just love to hear the different groans of people.
so, i'm back in the game. the time in germany was great, i will let you know when i have a little more time (things in office are crazy, at the moment). it's since a long time i did not masturbate that much, it's all the pictures i have in my mind from my german stay. even here in office: today, i already did it twice in the office toilet.
i want a fuck, again. i called l. on his mobile, and he will be paying me a visit tonight. as he lives with his gf, it will be not for the entire night. well who cares. i just need his cock today, he knows so well how i like to be taken. but he will be surprised about my new energy...